the oldest cat lived 36 years

something that seems to be brought back again after i decided to avoid a decsion: "Lutherans To Allow Sexually Active Gays As Clergy http://su.pr/2mOzQY". it's very frustrating because i know how i feel, but my feelings have been "wrong" my whole life. i feel like He keeps forcing me to meditate on this topic, but i continue to ask the wrong questions. and then He throws the whole thing in my face again. where i'm at is this: are we making judgements based on scripture, or what God says? there is no way to unhear something you have been told for years.

the penalty for killing a cat 4,000 years ago in egypt was death.

it's weird, the things you remember and the things you will always forget.